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Post by Matthew HuntbachNevertheless, you are getting intensive one-to-one tuition. Therefore
it is correct to ask whether the grade you get at the end of it
represents your natural ability or is just because of that tuition.
What I want in a degree student is someone with natural ability, not
someone who can only perform if you sit down and work with them
solidly for three hours a week. We don't have time to sit down with
our students and work with each of them solidly for three hours a week.
Yes I doubt you do, but as he has said in his reference. "He clearly has
developed the ability to work on his own, but asks for help on very specific
issues when really stuck. In my rather long experience of undergraduates, I
have come to see that quality as the litmus test of undergraduate success.
Sam has already crossed a rubicon that many if not most undergraduates at X
uni take 2 years to even find."
Post by Matthew HuntbachPost by SamsonknightThis is a bore, but below is my life structure for the past 4-5 months so
You don't have to convince me, you have to convince the admissions tutor
who's looking at your UCAS form.
Post by SamsonknightYes I did do A level Mathematics two years ago, and yes I did fail it , but
1. Considering my mathematical background, C at intermiediate GCSE - I
should never have been let on the course two years ago, because now I have
begun to realise, A level mathematics builds up on GCSE higher mathematics.
No wonder why I failed, my foundations were not solid enough for AL maths 2
years back. Even if I passed the AS course, A2 would have been a struggle, I
mean bloody hell to even do Vectors you need to have strong foundations in
GCSE higher stuff such as trig (cosine rule, sine rule) for some
questions....
From the point of view of an admissions tutor, this doesn't look good.
If all you could get was a C in GCSE Maths, that doesn't amount to much.
When I had more applicants a good rule of thumb I used to use was to
reject anyone who had only a C in GCSE Maths. Trying and failing at
A-level Maths also doesn't look good.
Yes well circumstances were different then. My tutor has explained this all
in my reference..
If you would like me to go into detail of why I have always underachieved in
maths untill now , is because as stated "AL maths builds up on higher maths"
which therefore means I simply did not have the toolset to even do the
course. Unfortunantly, at the time I thought that it would get better , as I
had no previous experience of this subject, but no, it got harder and
harder - and unfortunantly my teachers at the time did not spot this earlier
enough.
My underachievement at GCSE is not that bad considering that he highest that
you can get on any intermiediate module is a B. So my C is the equivilent to
a B in the higher module - if you look at it from that prospective.
Post by Matthew HuntbachPost by Samsonknight3. Most importantly, I have decided to do this Alevel as a
choice,understanding, so that I could develop flair and interest for the
subject. Which is what is happening. I mean in all fairness, I could have
just throught to myself "ahhh, forget it let me just goto x polytechnic and
do a comp sci degree there.". Yet, I have shown courage, despite the
circumstances above and despite what people have said and are still saying
that I am "wasting my time" , the hard work is all paying off. A question
to you skeptics "Seriously, do you think if I was not serious, would I
really waste my time and my money (as I am a private candidiate) on doing
this mammoth task in my gap year?"
I'm not being sceptical, I'm just trying to put to put it from the point
of view of an admissions tutor who's lucky enough to be faced with enough
applicants to be able to pick and choose. Faced with someone who seems to
have sailed through and got good grades in appropriate subjects, that
person looks a better bet than someone who has got poor grades
in less appropriate subjects and has been put into some sort of crammer
to improve on them.
Yes I know, only if I could fit this all into my personal
statement/reference.
Post by Matthew HuntbachYou may be putting in an immense amount of personal effort into
your retakes, which is good - you need to get that message through
to the admissions tutors who are reading your UCAS form. You really need
to demonstrate that your earlier poor performance was not due to lack
of ability or laziness, but due to problems outside your control which
you have now overcome. I am surprised how many UCAS forms I get from
people who are retaking A-levels who don't do this at all. Sometimes
they put their previous grades in, but say nothing about why they think
they did badly and what they are doing about it. Sometimes they don't
even mention them, and suppose I won't notice they're taking A-levels
three years after GCSEs - I do, and I mark them down as "dishonest" and
I am much less likely to accept them.
Unfortunately, a common pattern with someone taking resits in a
crammer or with private tuition is that they aren't particularly
dedicated. Rather they've got rich parents who can afford to pay for
it, couldn't accept that their little darling wasn't up to what a
top university requires, and so have forced them reluctantly into the
resit. Well, once the little darling gets the university place, they
go back to their lazy old ways because they no longer have Mr Crammer
bearing down on them and forcing them to work. So not a good bet, I'd
rather take someone with weaker grades obtained first time round who
shows genuine enthusiasm. I don't mean this as a personal attack on
you, Samsonknight, I'm just trying to put it how it appears to an
experienced admissions tutor. I think you've said enough to show you
don't fall into this pattern, but you need to make sure your UCAS
form shouts out that you don't.
I am aware of the above, which is what worries me. My hard work is purely
out of choice and I know you have said that I don't *fall* into this
category, but I would just like to add - and this is the most important
concept that I would like to add and reinforce....This year is purely my
choice, I don't have to be doing 14 hour days doing x topic. I don't have to
spend ages doing x amount of personal research, I don't have to restructure
my life, I dont have to spend x amount of time trying to figure out game
theory because Andy got me interested in it....I am hoping that the AT's I
am trying convince see that I have developed the dicipline to carry this
forward minded academical thinking onto their course e.g. If I get stuck, I
won't sit there and like a lazy person think to myself "ahhh forget it, let
me just go with the flow" (which is the mentality that many of my peers
had) - I will instead go and do something about it.If that means I have to
go and sit in the university libary without being told to for x amount of
hours, then so be it.
Post by Matthew HuntbachPost by SamsonknightIf I do pass Alevel Maths with a substansial grade this year , I'm aiming
for a B , then you know what if I do not get credit for restructuring my
life (which is hard considering all of the distractions around me), my
courage, showing the ability to learn independently and the speed I have
learnt mathematical conceps in such a short period of time (GCSE higher
maths, C1,C2,C3,C4,S1,M1), then I will be bitter about the educational
system.
What do you mean by "do not get credit"? Even in the good years for
Computer Science, if your UCAS form had managed to convince me you
had a chance of getting a B in A-level Maths I'd have made a conditional
offer that asked for it, and probably accept at a C. From my experience
so would plenty of other reasonable CS departments. So what's your
gripe? You've already told us ypu've got an offer from Glasgow, which
is an excellent CS department.
Yes, valid point. Glasgow and Aberdeen are very nice people.
Post by Matthew HuntbachPost by SamsonknightIf I end up getting a D, you can say whatever,
Had you applied to us this year, I think it very likely you'd have
been given a place even if you only got D in A-level Maths. If you
think Computer Science at Queen Mary is so crap it'd be an insult if
you ended up with us, I know that many other Computer Science departments
at top universities are also having to take people on with that sort of
qualification.
I never said that your Comp Sci department is poor...The point I was trying
to make is if I get a D, it just wont look good and I thought that I would
get openly criticised for it....Even if I had got a D due to ill time
management (because if anything that would be my downfall this year as shown
by the Jan exams), but said exactly what I am saying now, the chances are
someone along the line would say "your making excuses sam". I have seen it
too many times before.
The reason why I did not apply to any London based university is so that I
could move away from home - otherwise I certainly would have applied to
Queen Mary.
Post by Matthew HuntbachPost by SamsonknightMMH you may be interested in my part time job this gap year: That I am
doing on top of this mathematics.
http://www.samsonknightdesign.com/wna/welcomepage.html
you will need the flash plug in 7, and a suitable monitor resolution -
ideally 1024x768
Er sorry, but no I don't find this sort of thing very interesting.
In fact it's part of the problem - too many people these days seem to
think that Computer Science is just about designing web pages and
use of the tools for doing that. I've had too many UCAS applications
from people who are basically saying (and their teachers are saying
it as well) "look, I've built a web page, so I am suited for a
Computer Science degree", when they have appallingly bad and/or unsuitable
academic qualifications. So please excuse me if I'm not
impressed by being shown yet-another-web-page-with-flash-animation.
Fair enough, your opinion. Technically Flash is not hard in comparison to
Java, but then again it requires far more different skills. Timing,
animation techniques (masking, motion & shape tweening, layering), coding
(actionscripting), good use of colour ( no good using it to make a web site
like this http://www.dustbrothers.com ) , sound editing (which is often done
in other packages, such as sound forge), file size management (so that your
animation is a quick download), image editing (Adobe Photoshop) and the
ability to create web-sites for an optimized resolution.
Just out of curiousity how many of these students are building web sites
for actual companies? Yeah, I agree its too often that you find too many
students building web sites, but then again its one thing building web sites
without much flair and actually building a web site. In other words, anyone
could paint, take a black and white photograph, write poetry, but it doesn't
mean that everyone has flair required when it comes to doing it
professionally. I did not want to use Flash for my latest project due to
cross browser compatibility, but it was a criteria from my end user.
Oh and by the way, the hardest thing about art (inc web designing) are
ideas, not the technical aspect...